Sunday, September 27, 2009

It Will Never Be The End of Everything I Love

For my love for you shall never cease.

I never did post in this blog. Maybe it meant that I really wasn't truly okay. I find it weird that I now felt the sudden urge to go back to it, after the recent events that have occurred. You probably won't read this for weeks, months, or even possibly ever at all. I just want you to know how happy you truly make me. Sleeping next to you, , giving you massages, smothering you with kisses, making food for you (even if it's not very good), laying in your arms, in that perfect nook. I've realized that I find myself in the most pure, true happiness when I'm pleasing you.

I'm not sure if the past few days have meant anything to you at all. Maybe you just wanted to hook up with someone, but I don't believe that's all it was. I just have a feeling that now that my mom is back in town, I won't be seeing much of you again. I hope that's not the case. I just want to let you know that every moment I'm around you, I'm the happiest I could ever be. You are truly an amazing person.

I love you, and I know you won't forget it.